re: Hubby is sick...

Ok so the hubby is home from the dr. and he has Tonsilitis.(spelling)
Which is just great. For some reason his mom never had his tonsils removed when he was a child and had all these problems before. So now we have to deal with the crap that his mother neglected to take care of when he was in her care. Yes I am a little angry and have every right to be just that. I once again get blamed for the crap that my husband waited so long to get taken care of.
Why must I have to deal with the crap his mom puts me through. If it were my way we would have nothing to do with the crazy lady to begin with for the rest of time.
Anyways; that's another story.
So now I get to take care of my hubby so I got to get off here!

The hubby is sick...

When he gets sick he is really sick which only happens maybe once a year if at all. I am worried to pieces about him cause he can hardly talk and breathe at the same time. He has a hard time swallowing his spit let alone food or drink. He is at the drs. office right now and I am waiting on him to call me and tell me what they say and what they are going to do for him. The sad part is that he has let it go for so long that he has gotten worse. We don't have the cash right now for all this so his mother is paying for the office bill and whatever meds they prescribe to him. Sadly he still has his tonsils and I am worried that he is going to have to have them pulled or removed withing the next year due to this. I mean that is not an issue just that he hates going through stuff like this with a passion. I mean who doesn't?

It doesn't help the situation that he refuses to take medicine and that he can not swallow pills for anything. Not that he won't just that he can't because of the fact that he has a very sensitive gag reflex. I mean sensitive too. It's pretty bad.

So I sit here and I wait to hear what they have to say and what the damage of the bill is that we have to pay back before Christmas to his mother.

WAITING UNANXIOUSLY... ... ...

3 weeks before Christmas!!!

Jesus is better than SantaSanta lives at the North Pole. JESUS is everywhere. Santa rides in a sleigh. JESUS rides on the wind and walks on the water. Santa comes but once a year. JESUS is an ever-present help. Santa fills your stocking with goodies. JESUS supplies all your needs. Santa comes down your chimney uninvited. JESUS stands at your door knocks.. and then enters your heart. You have to stand in line to see Santa. JESUS is close as the mention of His name. Santa lets you sit on his lap. JESUS lets you rest in His arms. Santa doesn't know your name, all he can say is "Hi little boy or girl, What's your name?" JESUS knew our name before we did. Not only does He know our name, He knows our address too. He knows our history and future and He even knows how many hairs are on our heads. Santa has a belly like a bowl full of jelly. JESUS has a heart full of love. All Santa can offer is HO HO HO. JESUS offers health, help, and hope. Santa says, "You better not cry." JESUS say "Cast all your cares on me for I care for you." Santa's little helpers make toys. JESUS makes new life, mends wounded hearts, repair broken homes and builds mansions. Santa may make you chuckle but. JESUS gives you joy that is strength. Santa is a myth. JESUS is the Truth, the Way, and the Life. While Santa puts gifts under your tree. JESUS become our gift and died on the tree. It's obvious there is really no comparison. We need to remember WHO Christmas is all about. We need to put CHRIST back in Christmas. JESUS IS STILL THE REASON FOR THE SEASON. May the Lord Bless and Watch over you and your loved ones in this Christmas 2008. And may He prosper and bless the work of your hands in the New Year.

Christmas is almost here!

I have to say that this is the best time of the year.

I love Christmas and all the treats and goodies that come with it.

It may be the busiest time of the year, but I wouldn't have it any other way.

This is our "REAL" tree this year so far.

We haven't added the beading, decorative balls, candy canes, or the tree topper yet; but in a few days it will be complete and gorgeous.

Jesus is th REAL reason for the season!

Free to be who I want to be

I want to be what everyone else wants to see.
What everyone pictures me to be, but I cant stand it any longer.
I have to be what I feel deep down inside I know is right. I dont want to hurt anyone and I dont want to think about it anymore.
Why should I live my life for everyone else and not be happy inside and out?
I will live for myself and no one else. (but God)

Life seems too hard when I know that it could be so simple. Why do we make it so hard on ourselves? Why do I have to care so much about what people think? I am so tired of it all!!!

Are you ready for the call?

Are you ready for the trumpet?
Are you ready for the call?
Soon the angels will assemble
To usher in the Son of God
Will he come to find you faithful?
Or will he know your name at all?
Every moment brings us closer.
Are you ready for the call?

Photography

I have found that I have grown fond of a new passion. I am eager to get started on it too.

PHOTOGRAPHY!

I cant wait to see all that it involves and what all that I am capable of doing with a lens focused on a subject or an object.
I can tell you honestly that I have always loved using a camera and taking pictures. Its just a passionate hobby that I have always wanted to do something with.