I'm only me

So I have been up all night; not able to sleep.
I haven't been feeling well for a few weeks, but I go on because I have to.
It seems that I don't have time to take care of myself half the time, because I am so busy lately.
I am looking forward to all this being over soon!!!

I'm getting ready to wake up my daughter and Husband so that I can get them ready for school. I have allot of laundry to do today and I have to try and go shopping for some of the Christmas gifts that we need to get so that we can try and have a decent Christmas this year.
I am torn with Halloween this year and weather or not I should let the kids participate...
I don't know I guess that its because I have mixed feelings about it. I mainly want to go to a church function or something and let them have fun there, but they have been asking about the actual trick or treating part of it... What do I tell them?
Seriously if you have a "CHRISTIAN" opinion on this please let me know what it is!!!

I just worry that I might put the wrong image or thought in their innocent little heads and I certainly do not want to do that!

Friend Making Monday

A fun and new Blog Hopping Experience

What are your hobbies? What do you wish that you knew how to do?
What I ♥ to do:
DecoratingPhotographyBloggingWhat I would ♥ to do more of, If I had the time:
Making Bows and StreamersCake DecoratingScrap Booking

Sew

What I would ♥ to learn how to do:
Gardening
Computer Scrap booking

Short Answers

~How do you plan on staying Healthy this Summer?
Serenity: Ballet and runing with Daddy

~How do you spell CD?
Serenity: C...D.... uh C.D. it was too cute you had to hear it

~If you found a wallet full of money on your property, What would you do with it?
Serenity: Um; give it to momma and daddy

~Why do you sweat when your Hot?
Serenity: because our freaking car...
we dont have AC in our car...

~If you were a superhero what would your name be?
Serenity: same name... Serenity dont make me spell my own name

Looking forward to the Holidays

Finally got the package that I was supposed to receive today... I had to call and tell them that I needed it for my daughter and that I wasn't going to take no for an answer.

I am looking forward to the weekend. I guess that you could say that I miss spending time with my husband and kids. I just want to have one weekend where we spend the entire time together and do the things that we love to do.

Ballet went well tonight. I am excited for her to have a recital already; which is a few months away.

I want to go Christmas Shopping already too. I know that it's just gotten into the fall season, but I am already wanting to listen to Christmas music. Which is weird for me, because I get bored of it after a while.
I love this time of year because the last few months of the year is the real time that I get to spend with my family.
Looking forward to all the Holidays ahead and the memories that are going to be made.

Venting...

I am just venting today.
I was supposed to have a package delivered today to my apartment and when I checked the tracking number it tells me that it was attempted to be delivered, but that THE APARTMENT NUMBER IS MISSING OR IS INCORRECT. UPS IS ATTEMPTING TO OBTAIN THIS INFORMATION.
I have yet to be contacted or addressed of this issue.
I called the local UPS and they tell me that I now have to wait till tomorrow in order to receive my package after they reattempt to deliver my package... yet they could not change the fact or add the apartment number so it will just be the same thing over again. So now I have to waist my gas and drive all the way into town to try and pick up a package that I am sure will not be available to pick up when I need to.
I am so frustrated because now I have to explain to my 5 year old daughter that she will not be receiving something that I promised her would be here today.

Did I mention that I HATE UPS... and I will never be using them again!!!!

Don't judge me

I just want people to know that I am tired of certain people trying to tell me what to do, say, or feel.
You don't run my life and never will.

THE LORD DIRECTS MY PATH IN LIFE!

I am just sick of the fact that people think that they have the right to judge because of their role in my life. I am not something that can be pulled on or pushed around, I am a child of God that has struggles; daily struggles, but I live my life according to what I think God wants for my life.
I'm sorry that some people don't like the way that I am, but I am not here to please you...ONLY Christ.

Happy Bday

Happy Birthday Michael

Blowing out the candles!!!

Today was Hubby's 26th Birthday!
I think that he has a great time with family and friends today.You don't look a day over 25!