Life is too short...

I have found that its easier for me to just move on and give up than it is for me to ever think that I am going to get passed the issues that I have with certain people. I cant be who they want me to be. They expect me to back down and to give in and act the way that they all act and I cant do that. For the sake of myself and my family I will not back down from what I believe.... Like I have said many a time before I was in the wrong on some things, but I feel as though I was defending myself against those that thought they had the right to start something that didn't concern me.

On a side note I am so glad that I have moved on due to the fact that I am much happier than I have been in a long time. I am not as stressed as I used to be. I mean don't get me wrong I am stressed to say the least about things all the time, but I am in no way stressed out as much as I used to be. As a friend of mine put it... and posted on my myspace today...

Lazy Dayz...

Today has been a lazy day. I have been trying to get things done, but it just seems as though I havent been in the mood to do anything. Go Figure...

I am not looking forward to a phone call from someone that says that she may get into it with my ex friend. I am so tired of all the drama. Seriously it is stressing me out to the point that I am depressed about it all.

I love my new friends to death and I definately DO NOT want anything let alone ANYONE to come between that. I seriously think that these people that were supposed to be my friends need to move on with their own lives and quit trying to ruin what friendships I have left. Get a life of your own already.

...Kickball Weekend...

Tomorrow is going to be a very hectic day and I am actually looking forward to it...Weird I know! But I actually am.

Pictures for kickball are in the morning at 10:30 and then we have Opening Ceremonies at 12 and then an actual kickball game against the Angelfish at 2. I am really hoping that we do well; which I am sure that we will. Weather we win or lose I am going to be happy and thank God that they just have fun. Its so much fun to get to go and watch the girls play and the fact that Serenity has a friend to go and play with is awesome in my book.

I cant wait til Andrew is old enough to get to be in some kind of extra curricular activity. Only a few more years...

Calmness after the Rain...

Today was a good day today as well as yesterday was. It feels good outside for the most part. Had to come in for a bit due to the rain that we got for a little bit. I actually went outside to sit and wait for it to start raining and it felt so good out. The wind was bringing in a cold breeze and it was very peaceful out. Then it started to poor and the rain was getting colder so I had to come in. The rain to me is so calming. I love it. I love to sit and watch it as it cleanses the ground and the earth that we have so badly destroyed and polluted. Its just nice to sit and relax a bit while it rains and get your thoughts out of your head.

Complete Calmness!!!

Im Stonger than Yesterday...

We are doing well this way. Just came inside from being outside all day with the kiddos. We were outside drawing on the sidewalks with sidewalk chalk. I am so burning up... It feels good to be inside in the AC. My skin is a little tight feeling so I am pretty sure that I am a little burnt. Oh well its worth it to know that the kids are having fun!
It feels so good outside and I am so ready to go to the Beach or to go to the Lake and just have some good old fashioned fun. Its been a while since we have been able to decide to get up and go to the Beach or Lake let alone anywhere. Its going to be nice for a change to be able to do that if we would like to. Serenity and Andrew have so much fun and half the time they don't care where we are as long as we are outside.

As for me I am doing good. Things in life are going so much more smoothly than they were a few months back. I have friends that I know I can count on no matter what, and they know that they have a friend in me as well. I don't have to worry or look over my shoulder and think that someone is going to stab me in the back. I am content with life and I am happy that I am free from the drama and the people that started it all. I know that I was and am not innocent in all of it, but I was defending myself from what I thought was the most ridiculous situation to begin with. All because people don't know how to grow up and move on with their lives when a friendship has flown its course. I have apologized and I can do no more.

Happy to say:

Barracuda's 1st Official Game~Saturday 3/21/09

Kickball this Saturday went great! Our Team the BARRACUDA'S won their game, had they actually been keeping score....lol

Serenity did an awesome job too and Miranda had fun till she wasn't able to get the ball because the other girls refused to let anyone else get it... I think that she will get used to it. I had the same problem with Serenity last year and I am sure that Miranda if she wants to be in it again, will really enjoy it.

(Here is the video of Serenity's 1st kick as a Barracuda!!!)

She seems to be enjoying the game more this year compared to last year. I am sure that she is going to have tons of fun with it and that she will make some awesome friends. I can't wait till next year as well when they will be playing a whole different kind of game and they will be keeping score. Serenity loves to play and I know that she is going to be in it as long as we are living here and we can afford it; if she wants to be that is...

Serenity did an awesome job kicking and she did so good with helping Miranda at the game as well. It's so cute to see them together on the field and to know that she has a friend on the team. I love how Miranda looks up to Serenity to show her the ropes and teach her the game.

GO BARRACUDA'S !!!

TWILIGHT

I am looking forward to standing in line at BLOCKBUSTER to receive my pre-ordered copy of TWILIGHT!!! I am so watching the 2 disc set tonight. I literally cant wait to get my hands on it. They are giving away posters as well. I am excited to say the least!