Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Remembering all the Pain
Ok! So I am totally missing my friends from Ky right now. Sometimes I sit and think about what it would have been like had my mom not decided to abandon me and send me to live with my dad in TX. For a long time I hated her for doing what she did and at times I think about it and I still get angry. I had a great life in Ky... I had friends and FAMILY living there. Things weren't great but I was HOME and I was HAPPY! I know that if things hadn't turned out the way that they did that I wouldn't have the Loves of my life right now! I am eternally grateful to God for my children and my husband. I hate that I had to stand at the terminal and say goodbye to the bestest friend that God gave me and know that I wasn't coming back...
You see my mom had told me that I was going to visit my dad for 2 weeks; so I was excited and nervous at the same time. I was happy to go see him and scared cause I hadn't seen him in 4 years. I didn't know who my dad was anymore so I was scared to death that I wasn't going to like my trip at all. Needless to say... my mom decides to tell me right before I bored the plain to fly and see him for what I thought was a visit; that I wasn't coming back. That this trip was permanent and that I was going to live with my father. I had no idea!!
I told her that I hated her and that I never wanted to see her again... I didn't and I meant every word.
I had to tell my best friend that I wasn't coming back and say goodbye forever... (not knowing that I would come and visit from time to time when I could)
It hurts to have to deal and go through something like this when your a sophomore in high school.
I am grateful that to this day I am still friends and will forever love my friend Becky. I have gained a friend through her (her Hubby WALLY) and the love of a little girl that is her daughter! I LOVE YOU REBECCA!!
You see my mom had told me that I was going to visit my dad for 2 weeks; so I was excited and nervous at the same time. I was happy to go see him and scared cause I hadn't seen him in 4 years. I didn't know who my dad was anymore so I was scared to death that I wasn't going to like my trip at all. Needless to say... my mom decides to tell me right before I bored the plain to fly and see him for what I thought was a visit; that I wasn't coming back. That this trip was permanent and that I was going to live with my father. I had no idea!!
I told her that I hated her and that I never wanted to see her again... I didn't and I meant every word.
I had to tell my best friend that I wasn't coming back and say goodbye forever... (not knowing that I would come and visit from time to time when I could)
It hurts to have to deal and go through something like this when your a sophomore in high school.
I am grateful that to this day I am still friends and will forever love my friend Becky. I have gained a friend through her (her Hubby WALLY) and the love of a little girl that is her daughter! I LOVE YOU REBECCA!!
Football Season is here!!
Dance has officially started!
We started a new year of dance class today and Serenity had a new outfit to strut her stuff in.
My baby girl doing a pose!I did her nails to try and match her outfit today!This is my daughter practicing for her NCYFL (football dance team)
We also found out today that my daughter will be having a competition on a cruise ship for seven days on the Carnival Cruise Elation!!! We are so excited for this because it will be our first cruise and its going to be a blast!
We also found out today that my daughter will be having a competition on a cruise ship for seven days on the Carnival Cruise Elation!!! We are so excited for this because it will be our first cruise and its going to be a blast!
Friday, August 26, 2011
Saturday, August 20, 2011
To a Certain Someone... VENTING
You know whats crazy? I have tried and tried many a time to be on your side and to listen to what you have to say. I have tried to be friends and I have tried to make time for you in my life. I refuse to go out of my way anymore.
I don't get why you complain about how your kids don't have friends and that your kids are neglected when it comes to family. I made sure that I invited you and you neglected... That is on you! I am tired of trying and then being told that its my fault that we don't have a relationship.
I know that things have been said about me behind my back... sad thing is that you say it to the people that I consider family. I get blamed for things that I had no part in.
I AM DONE!!
I don't get why you complain about how your kids don't have friends and that your kids are neglected when it comes to family. I made sure that I invited you and you neglected... That is on you! I am tired of trying and then being told that its my fault that we don't have a relationship.
I know that things have been said about me behind my back... sad thing is that you say it to the people that I consider family. I get blamed for things that I had no part in.
I AM DONE!!
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