Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Remembering all the Pain
Ok! So I am totally missing my friends from Ky right now. Sometimes I sit and think about what it would have been like had my mom not decided to abandon me and send me to live with my dad in TX. For a long time I hated her for doing what she did and at times I think about it and I still get angry. I had a great life in Ky... I had friends and FAMILY living there. Things weren't great but I was HOME and I was HAPPY! I know that if things hadn't turned out the way that they did that I wouldn't have the Loves of my life right now! I am eternally grateful to God for my children and my husband. I hate that I had to stand at the terminal and say goodbye to the bestest friend that God gave me and know that I wasn't coming back...
You see my mom had told me that I was going to visit my dad for 2 weeks; so I was excited and nervous at the same time. I was happy to go see him and scared cause I hadn't seen him in 4 years. I didn't know who my dad was anymore so I was scared to death that I wasn't going to like my trip at all. Needless to say... my mom decides to tell me right before I bored the plain to fly and see him for what I thought was a visit; that I wasn't coming back. That this trip was permanent and that I was going to live with my father. I had no idea!!
I told her that I hated her and that I never wanted to see her again... I didn't and I meant every word.
I had to tell my best friend that I wasn't coming back and say goodbye forever... (not knowing that I would come and visit from time to time when I could)
It hurts to have to deal and go through something like this when your a sophomore in high school.
I am grateful that to this day I am still friends and will forever love my friend Becky. I have gained a friend through her (her Hubby WALLY) and the love of a little girl that is her daughter! I LOVE YOU REBECCA!!
You see my mom had told me that I was going to visit my dad for 2 weeks; so I was excited and nervous at the same time. I was happy to go see him and scared cause I hadn't seen him in 4 years. I didn't know who my dad was anymore so I was scared to death that I wasn't going to like my trip at all. Needless to say... my mom decides to tell me right before I bored the plain to fly and see him for what I thought was a visit; that I wasn't coming back. That this trip was permanent and that I was going to live with my father. I had no idea!!
I told her that I hated her and that I never wanted to see her again... I didn't and I meant every word.
I had to tell my best friend that I wasn't coming back and say goodbye forever... (not knowing that I would come and visit from time to time when I could)
It hurts to have to deal and go through something like this when your a sophomore in high school.
I am grateful that to this day I am still friends and will forever love my friend Becky. I have gained a friend through her (her Hubby WALLY) and the love of a little girl that is her daughter! I LOVE YOU REBECCA!!
Football Season is here!!
Dance has officially started!
We started a new year of dance class today and Serenity had a new outfit to strut her stuff in.





Friday, August 26, 2011
Saturday, August 20, 2011
To a Certain Someone... VENTING
You know whats crazy? I have tried and tried many a time to be on your side and to listen to what you have to say. I have tried to be friends and I have tried to make time for you in my life. I refuse to go out of my way anymore.
I don't get why you complain about how your kids don't have friends and that your kids are neglected when it comes to family. I made sure that I invited you and you neglected... That is on you! I am tired of trying and then being told that its my fault that we don't have a relationship.
I know that things have been said about me behind my back... sad thing is that you say it to the people that I consider family. I get blamed for things that I had no part in.
I AM DONE!!

I don't get why you complain about how your kids don't have friends and that your kids are neglected when it comes to family. I made sure that I invited you and you neglected... That is on you! I am tired of trying and then being told that its my fault that we don't have a relationship.
I know that things have been said about me behind my back... sad thing is that you say it to the people that I consider family. I get blamed for things that I had no part in.
I AM DONE!!

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